But man, oh man, has the universe been testing my patience and Serenity NOW! Work has been challenging, Kevin just finished a nine day state job that had him leaving at 5 in morning and not getting home until 730 in the evening. It just feels like everything is extra strength challenging right now.
I did look it up because: nerd, and Mercury is in retrograde this week and there as one of those super full moon episodes. You can't work in social services and not believe, even just a little, in that stuff. It's also the end of summer when many folks are cranky.
So, the prescription for self care is watching Elementary and Doctor Who, listening to podcasts at work so that I don't use my hands instead of my words, I'm trying to eat gawddamned bananas to boost my system and I effing hate bananas. I'm trying to focus that my summer break is next week and that Kevin will be home too, for the first time ever.
But in the meanwhile, if you hear me muttering "only bad moments..." Basically, just run.
So, bad moments, not bad days. But those moments are starting to add up.