In sixteen hours I will learn if I will walk again. That sounds so melodramatic but it's true. They could very well say "Not yet." And I will be crushed and frustrated.
I'm choosing to believe that I Will get to walk tomorrow though. I have to. Mind & body connection is important and I think it helps. I have been willing the bones to mesh, the body not to reject the bionic parts, and the nerves & muscles to rejuvenate. I think it's working.
But I'm nervous.
What do I always say? Hope for the best, plan for the worst.
Worst case scenario: more days in the recliner and wheelchair. It could be worse.
Best case scenario: Showers. Driving. Normalcy.
Either way, I'll be fine.
Tick tock
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